Life.

So, I applied to work at a residential counseling place for troubled teens in Texas about a month ago.  I didn't really know what I was doing with my life and this looked like it could be a cool place to work. I wish I could say I applied and didn't hesitate, but I questioned in my head all the time.  If it was the right place, if I would like it and so forth.  I was afraid.  Afraid of change.  Being at school surrounded by friends and familiarity was "life" for me.  However that is no longer my life.  I graduated.  Now its up to me to make my life and as nerve racking as it is, it also is exciting. 


The other day Heartlight Ministries called me wanting an interview with me!  I'll be going down the week of July 4th and if all goes well I'll be starting my work in August. This is crazy pants.  My life is changing.  I'm no longer attending school, gaining knowledge and learning skills to use in the work place.  I apparently have these skills and a degree that allows me to go and work places, to change peoples life.  This is always what I wanted, but now that its here, its so weird.

Now I have to wait a few weeks until I know for sure whats going on.