This is my first fall of not going to school and its weird to think that I'm not going but new students are filling in. I can't believe how much I miss NSO weekend at Greenville. Mostly because this would be the time I would be reuniting with my friends whom I hadn't seen for a few months and watching all the freshman come in. I would feel like my life was starting to get in order. Even tho I didn't move into Greenville in August last year, I knew I would be in a few months. But now I'm seeing all the statuses about heading to college and sitting at home trying to figure out my next life steps. I have a good plan set, but its not the same. Life is going to change so much in this next year. I know good can come out of it, and I'm ready for some changes like having a job and my own place. Its just the not knowing what this change will bring, but I can't worry about that. I've got stuff in front of me I have to deal with instead of looking a year down the road.
Honestly I kind of want my life to be like the set of "how I met your mother." Granted I don't want to be Ted, but I love the community they have.
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